2011-10-16

Inspired By My M Buddy :)


My Mind Goes Everywhere
Through Our Memories Ii'm Spinning There
And I'm Picking Up Those Moments , When We Were LOLing
And This Time When U Kept Me From Falling.
I Was Calling In Vain , But U Drived Me Insane 
U Told Me I'm Poor But I Won't Slam The Door
Coz U Know... I'm Still Got U Back
Ya I Told U I Missed u I'm Telling u I Care....
U Just Walked In UR Own Way 
But I'm Stll Got U There 
Coz Somewhere.. Where The Whole World Is Falling Apart
Where Guys' Causing Scares .. I'll Be There 
Coz, I Never Meant To Let U Go 
U Just Got To Know
That I'm Right Here 
Even If The Whole World Disappeared
Just Think About Me And U'll Find Me There
Just Know That Every Step U'll Take I'll Be Pushing Through
Just Take The Chances, U Won't Look Like A Fool
Think Outside The Box , Don't Make As It Told
Chase UR Dream
Have UR Say
Don't Ever Think About Stay The Same Way
Coz U'll Find URself In U 
No One Else Will Be Taking Control
Com'on Don't Skip This Truth
Go On And Take Coz I Know U Can Make It Just Play It Cool, Make It On UR Rule
Then I'm Sure , U Got UR Goal 
''Just Believe That Whatever Happen U Always CAN ''
29/09/2011 
02:00am 

2011-09-14

Together We Can







Sometimes I Wonder If I
If I Had The ways To Fly
Will I Find a Place To Go 
Where I'll Be Taking Control,
  Of Myself, On My Way
  ..............................
Sometimes I Just Pretend 
If I & Me was Friend
Can I Find The Best To Do
Will I Find a Way To Go
 ...........................
Add On, Sometimes I Be Sad
Other Times Freaking Mad
Dark Night Is My Face
Balcony Is My Place 
But when I Put The smile On My Face
Nothing Else, No More Chase
Knowing That some How everything Will be Alright
And I Got It Right No More Fight
And It Just A Matter Of Time 
Then I'm Gonna Make That Big Smile
With My Teeth Like A Child =D
    ......... 
Walking With My Baby Face
I'm Sure You Wanna Take My Place
So Com'on And Take It 
Coz I Know We All Can Make It
........ We Can Change The World
....... We Can Fix The Scars .
Hey, What do You Say?!
If We Put Our hands Together We Will Find this Way 


14/09/2011 
12:46am Wed.

2011-04-25

أين القمر



غاب القمر .. نور السحر 
فظللت ابحث في الغمام عل مطر
و ظللت ابكي بعُنفوان ... أنّى لي قمر 
؟!  اين القمر 
راح الربيع يبحث قائلا هذا القدر
و ظللت انظر للشمال مع الظُلَل
........
فرأيت طفلا يبدو عديم النظرة
فسألته أين القمر ؟؟
و سألته .. من أنت قُل ؟!
سكت لبرهة و نظر اليّ داهشا

أين القمر!!ا
أوليس للفجر سحَر؟!ا
أوليس للنور سمر؟!!ا
أوليس عصفور السلام يرفرف في تلاهي عن حقوق البشر ؟!!ا
أين القمر !!ا
فسكتُ ناظرة اليه في دهشة
و تفكرت كلمات الصغير بمدمعي
و سألت نفسي .. لِمَ المفر؟!!ا

أين القمر !ا
؟؟أوليس بعد اليوم غدٌ مشرقٌ
أوليس للعصفور صوتٌ مغرّد؟؟
اوليس للانشودة نهاية... مخرجٌ؟؟
أوليس لكل ظالم يوما ينكسر؟؟ 
أوليس للمظلوم يوما لينتصر؟؟
....... 
غاب القمر أو جائنا
ها هوذا الحلمُ يرفرف حولنا
ها هي الحياة تمطر اشلائها
وتسعى  ترجو دمعنا
......
لا لن انحنى لا فها ذا أنا 
ها انا العصفور جنحي منكسر
ها انا الصياد رمحي ملتو
ها انا الانسان جرحي لا يندمل
و ها أنا ذا ... لن انحني 

2011-04-16

Why History?!



I said it when the revolution started and i'll say it again now :'' i know now why we were studying history '', just coz really i know now ,why we was,just now

Well lets face it , we all don't love history at all BUT we all now .... or i don't know i'll talk about me i don't know your feeling yet , but i wanna to study history again and yeah for those who don't know me ,i stopped studying history since hmmmm almost two years now as i'm studying chemistry and biology  anyway now ,seiously i wanna back to history and especially the history of palestine .
it's its time now ,it's the time we have to know it with every small details to know exactly who's our enemy and to get more power from knowing what did they do with our brother and sisters here and there ,and what did they stole from us and how they did that EVERY THING , Don't u guys really need to know ...???
We gotta be ready for the coming days and yeah i'm saying ''days'' cause it's just like that . we all should've realized that the days of life at stake now , it's about to end and we also believe it'll end for us but not that easy it's our responsibility . we gotta deserve it , and sacrifice our everything to make it happen 
So, what do u think guys we need also to be more ready for that??   



11:20 pm
Friday,15/04/2011

2011-04-11

فأنا حرة









هذي المرة ؛ كنت اشاهد نفس الكرٌه
كنت اداعب نفس الفكرة
كنت اقول بأني دوما ؛لن اتكوٌم تحت الشجرة
كنت انادي يوما ان للظالم لن تكن النصرة
فدعوني اطلق احساسي و اعبر عن كوني ذاتي
للظالم لن تكن النصرة
سأكررها ايضا مرة
للظالم لن تكن النصرة
ستداعبه يوما حفرة
لم نصنعها نحن و لكن 
قد صنعتها اللحظة المارٌة
قد صنعتها يده بحبه للمال و للجرٌة
لن ارضي ابدا ان ادنو؛لن ارضخ للذل و ارضى
لن اتهاون لن استسلم
فأنا حــــــــــــــــــــــــرة
حرة بقلمي و كتاباتي
حرة بوطني
و بعزتنا ستكون النصرة 
11/04/2011 7:45Pm Monday 

Third Intifada

well our third Intifada starts in 13/5/2011


watch the video for all the info.
well this is also what the Wikipedia post talkin bout it ''

الأربعاء 23/3/2011 م

  • إسرائيل تطالب فيسبوك بقمع الانتفاضة: طلب وزير الإعلام الإسرائيلي يولي إدلشتاين من مارك تسوكربرغ مؤسس الشبكة الاجتماعية 
  • على الإنترنت فيسبوك بإغلاق فوري لصفحة الانتفاضة الفلسطينية الثالثة. واعتبر إدلشتاين في رسالته التي وجهها إلى مؤسس فيسبوك اليوم
  • أن صفحة الانتفاضة الفلسطينية الثالثة هي عمل تحريضي. من جهتها أبدت إدارة صفحة الانتفاضة الفلسطينية الثالثة استغرابها من رسالة إدلشتاين، وشددت على أن كلامه غير صحيح،
  •  وذكرت أنه "منذ أنشئت الصفحة لم نحرض على شيء حتى إننا لم نشتم إسرائيل ودعونا إلى تظاهرة سلمية، فكيف يتهمنا بما لم نفعله".
  •  وأضافت "ننصح إدلشتاين بأن يشاهد كل الأشياء التي نشرناها منذ بداية إنشاء الصفحة، ونتحداه أن يرى شيئا يحرض على الاعتداء والعنف", وأكدت أنها ليست مع حماس ولا مع فتح،
  •  بل مع فلسطين. وخلص بيان إدارة صفحة الانتفاضة الفلسطينية الثالثة إلى أنه إذا ما أغلقت هذه الصفحة تحديدا، وهي أكبر صفحة فلسطينية على الإطلاق في أهم موقع للتواصل الاجتماعي في العالم
  • ، فإن الأمة سيتكشف لها الوجه المخفي والحقيقي لإدارة فيسبوك.[6]
    ويظهر لمن يزور صفحة الانتفاضة الفلسطينية الثالثة أن عدد زوارها بلغ اليوم 266.121 زائرا بعدما فتحت الصفحة منذ أسبوعين (في 6 مارس/آذار الحالي)، وهي تدعو إلى تنظيم تظاهرات في الأراضي الفلسطينية وخارجها في يوم 15 مايو/أيار 2011 م، وهو التاريخ الذي يحيي فيه الفلسطينيون ذكرى النكبة.[7''
  • and this is the whole article >> 
God Be with us , Love &peace

2011-04-10

Palestine will be free



since i was hmmm a child my mom raised me on the old songs of Palestine , so u can say that Palestine is part of my character , part of my identity ... it's simply part of me 
since also i was a child , Palestine was occupied ,with no right to be at all, In Egypt we used to feel that , we all have the passion of defend them and trying to help them and collect donations for them but luckily we had an amazing , really amazing =/ ,government who was blocking every way we could send them those donations by. just because the previous government was dealing with the enemy , the enemy who killed and detained children with no reason , with no right .......  
and as i said before , Egypt wasn't ours at all but now it's ours and all the Arab world belongs with the Arab nations , no one can stand against us when we'r united , no one will eva take our freedom , no more 
it's time for clearing the earth from all the injustice it's time to live the real life , the end of the world is coming so everyone gotta turn to god ask for forgiveness and pray for the whole world and we gotta raise our spirit more , we gotta do it , Palestine will be free all of us know that even Israel itself know that
at the End #NeverSayNever , we said such a revolution won't happen 
and here it is , now Palestine will be free , here it goes and yup it will >> 
  




2011-03-21

New Egypt , Are You On It ?? =)


well i was creepin on u guys on twitter talkin and FIGHTING bout this reforms and i really wanna to make something clear guys
if u called for democracy , u wasn’t suppose to refuse the fact that the majority of people said yes
that didn’t mean they’r all stupid and ur the genius and didn’t mean either that ur stubid and we r not ….
But we’ve brain , we all made the revolution, we manage to fight for our freedom and we got it
now we’r breaking this freedom by this silly arguments bout yes or no
who said yes isn’t an (agenda) and who said no isn’t a (3amel) or something
i feel like i get lost in ma words but i’m really sleepy so see ya guys at morning but if u read this tell me what ya think bout this propaganda and what u think will be next , what u’ll do? tell me

Hell OMG xD


=O isn’t it awesome to find the teacher who teachs u when u was young askin u about ur view and what u think bout any matter , i really do appreciate that from ma Mr of English that’s why i want to share it with u guys
he said to me on facebook replying on what i posted :
” well i wanna share this tweets with u guys coz its hilarious lol btw MB stands for Muslim Brotherhood >
**just islamic and war movie wil be in cinema , no romantic ,no drama , no turkish series #ifMBruled
**Gama3et el nahy 3n el monkar wel 2mr bel m3rof will appear in egypt #ifMBruled
**u will not find beauty centers in #egypt #ifMBruled
‎**they will fight by sword #ifMBruled
**belly dancers will stay in home #ifMBruled :
**they will delete haram st. We7na msh hn3raf n3eesh #ifMBruled #egypt
they will cancel m3goon el asnan w hynazlo bdalo swak #ifMBruled
hay7aramo el 3rabyaat w hnbda2 nstawrd gemal market toyota w bmw #ifMBruled
this was by @AhmedTawfiq via Twitter
then my amazing teacher posted on my wall
i read your comment about the guy on tweter . this guy eithr one of two may be he doesnot know any thing about the mb or he is one of those who hate them for nothing except for their names or as an idalogy like those secularisms or the lefts . so what do you think we should do with them?
waw isn’t it amazing that ur teacher is askin u such a question uh anyway my answer was this >>>
Noha Shoaib i’m doin ma best on twitter replyin on guys like him in a kind way , but i guess the district reply will be by actions , when they deal with the Muslim Brotherhood’s members they’ll know that it was a big lie made by not just the dictators but also by the western leaders , they’r freakin out when they just listen to the word MB ….. but really egyptian ppl are awesome coz when u face them with truth they accept it ,when i talked with some of those guys he said : can u imagine how strict the “censorship” will be? i was like they’r not that district at all i can imagine first of all it won’t be strict second they said they won’t go for presidency elections and i know alot of them they are like us , nseriously ,no kiddin …..then he said shall I favourite ur tweet and sue u when they rule? :P then i said : ” yeah fav. it and we’ll all see and btw even if they rule fav it too to prove to u what they’ll do and what they’r like =) ” he said deal then i thanked him for respectin my view and i really surprised by his respond as he said ” No, thank u 4 the healthy sweet conversation” …… its really awesome like tey just wanna to see the action then they can judge what ever they say we’ll respect it though , btw thanks Mr. for the interest :)

2011-03-12

أمسيتي الشعرية



The most word that will describe ma feeling towards this night is PERFECT
seriously….
that maybe coz it’s ma first time to attend event like that .. i’ve never listened to a poet live and this was AMAZING ………..TILL THE END
** the poet was ”abd alrahman yousuf alkaradawy ” **
and the most amazing thing bout it is tat it was bout what’s happining in Egypt what’ll happen next what shall we do , what’s the next step and so on…..
HONESTLY i was started to think that the spirit of revolution is gone and all the people now just think bout themselves and i though that everyone gave up BUT today i got ma spirit high back and now i can go on with no lookin back ….. wait i’ll look back to learn from the past but ma steps to complete our freedom won’t end …. i promise
i made ma promise and i sworn to Allah that’ll protect this country with what i can do and here i am say
I’ll Never Break Ma promise
I’ll Never Let ma Mom (i mean Egypt) Down , Nevaaa
I’ll Always Be her Eyes
I’ll Always Be Her Lawyer
I’ll Always Be Her Soldier
And at the End
I’ll Always Be Egyptian
I’ll Always Be Me

2011-03-09

انا بجد بدات اخاف


بعد ما قلت خلاص بقى تنحي و كله زي الفل و معناش هنفكر في ازاي نشيله و نعمل ايه تاني علشان يتنحى و قلت خلاص بقى اهو تنحى اهو و اشطه و هنعرف نفكر في مستقبل مصر براحتنا ……
شويه و بدأنا نحس بخداع شفشق و انه موالي و لا لاءة و ياتري و مش يا ترى مهو لما يسيب كل المهازل دي تحصل و ميتحركش يبقى زي ما بلال فضل قال يا إما مقصر يا إما موالى و في الحالتين غلطان طيب و هو احنا كنا عملنا الثورة ليه المهم مش دي المشكله الحمد لله خلصنا منه
نصحي الصبح على حرايق في امن الدولة و مستندات محروقة يا ترى التوقيت كان عامل مشترك و لا ايه يعني كان ممكن يحرقوه في وجود شفيق و لا يكونش شفيق كان مخبي عليهم و لا مطنش و لا و لا التساؤلات كتير اوي و ملهاش دليل و يا عالم بكره هنكتشف ايه و المشكله مستمرة تبدا فتن تاني بين المسلمين و الاقباط ايه يا جماعة مينفعش و لله كده حرام يعني كل اللي عملنا ف الثورة يضيعه شويه عيال مالهومش ف اي حاجة و سوري يعني لو كنت بقول على بتوع امن الدولة الل هما اساسا سبب كل الفتن ديه عيال
اه مهو يعني مش لاقيين حاجة يلعبوا عليها دلوقتي فقالوا تعالو ما ندخل اجوان في الهوا
ايه بقى هياكل علينا الجو ده و هنصدق و نجري وراهم و لا ايه
مش عارفة اقول ايه بجد بس كل اللي مضايقني اني مش عارفة احنا امتى بقى هنفكر نبني مصر ازاي في ضوء كل الاحداث اللي كل يوم بتزيد واحد يا جماعة بقى سيبونا نفكر شوية ف مصر و فكروا معانا بدل ما انتوا قاعدين تخربوا تخربوا و مفيش للاسف مكاسب للتخريب ده عيب بقه كفاية

2011-03-04

Imma Egyptian Girl



Egypt, Egypt , Egypt …i wasn’t like everyone who always saying that he now ,just now , proud to be Egyptian
nah i was and always proud of being an egyptian but really after that revelution i know what does
it mean to be Egyptian .
i’m talking about Getting our Egypt back ,yeah actuallyit wasn’t mine at all
it was like its not our country , it wasn’t our future
Me ,my self was dreaming of going overboard and complete ma study there any where else except for
complete it here , but now after i get ma Egypt back , i can’t just let’er go with itself
i feel like i gotta stay here , i have to complete our revelution
and btw our Revelution wasn’t just demonstrations and protesting , Demonstration and protesting was
part of it but this part i guess did its job and the president stepped down Now another sort of
revelution is about or already started and i’m talking about reinessance .
Everytime i’m on the street and seeing those guys who cleaning the streets , tears drops of ma eyes coz its really awesome
to have guys like those in our country , i’m so unlucky i wasn’t with them all the time just coz i’ve lessons in the morning and they just be there in the morning
but away from me , Egypt youth is terribly awesome , like seriously i’m not kiddin , yup they are
and i’m not just saying coz i’m one of them , u can come here in Egypt and u’ll surprised by what i just said
and lets talk about army youth , i know all the ppl say they are so kind
i’ll talk about them but in diffrent point of view they are really Funny , hillarious as i dealed with them yeah they really are
enough said but not enough proud , not enough words could describe what ma feelin is
but till the words come i’ll be always Egyptian =)

2011-03-01

just like that =)



Today was an awesome day and to be more honest it’s the happiest day i’ve ever had in ma entire life i don’t know why , i don’t know how but it just the loveliest day i’ve ever had …nothing new , nothing changed but it just ma spirit was thaaaaat high ,Never Say Never ;)i was walkin in the street talkin to maself like usual but it was diffrent somehow ”HEY NOT IN A LOUD VOICE”then i joined ma lessons and i swear it was an ordinary day , i sweari don’t know what’s that but the only thing i know is i had to thank Allah for that , no one but Allah who can make me feel that way and again i gotta thank Allah for make me realize that i’ve to thank him for that so ”THANK U ALLAH

a paper from ma diary =)


Well , ma writing today won’t be a diary at all but it’ll be about justin bieber , I know maybe I’m talking about him a lot , seems like I’m obsessed ,well  >>I AM obsessed but not coz  he’s a huge singer , amazing actor nah , not coz of that that’s maybe the reason I know him but seriously what made me so obsessed is justin bieber himself , the character itself . *those guys who ain’t a fan really don’t know what justin bieber is.. they just know that he’s singing and acting and they think that he’s one of those guys who forget who was he after he became famous … if u really know him u will neva say such a thing
Well, I know I didn’t know him personally but I guess actions talks about itself –first of all I’ve neva see a famous one who ever was he talking with his fan on twitter like seriously! He made time to talk to his fans , he even didn’t make u feel ,in his tweets, that he’s famous …he’s talking like an ordinary guy , chilling his fan neva feel he’s bigger and better than him
Me maself the most thing I love about justin is watching his interviews coz frankly I learnt from him how to make pranks so ma experience plus his experience can make me more weirdo ,crazy one I love that
But the most thing that hurting me is how ma friends think of him , they always say he’s a KID , what the heck guys , we are 17 don’t mean we don’t have to like guys smaller than us we even won’t marry him wth! I don’t know how they think but it just I wanna talk bout what he did and when I just say I:” guys I wanna tell ya something epic” they been like ”omg ,not justin bieber again” … I know that it’s their decision but they gotta even just listen to what I’ll say =/
He always doin amazing stuffs like what he did to Hayley and he met her and how was she was so happy meeting him and what he tweeted after getting back and what he said  even before going to met’er he’s that kind =)
And what he did with thsis girl in the new year and he made her Christmas wishes come true and singing her wishes to all the world on the stage and go give’er what she wished for himself ,he could’ve make anyone give’er that but …. What can I say that’s what justin bieber stands for
Else, what he did with his fans in never say never premier , can u tell me who eva surprise his fan on the theater while they waiting for the movie , wearing their purple3D  glasses then suddenly he show up out of blue with Jaden and Usher what a sweet person! , is this really a real person ?!, didn’t u guys see
And lately he donate his hair to charity aw com’on its too much for me to handle justin
I don’t write this for justin to read or even for the haters to know who is he I write this , here in ma diary to till ma babies later and ,if I could, to tell the world WHY I’MMA BELIEBER
I really know what belieber stands for , and hey”Bieber fever” I even have it before I know justin coz this fever stands for being honest to ur self , face the world with ur smile , donn make ur parent get mad at u , donn listen to rumors , to beliebe that everything happen for a reason , to beliebe in ur self what eva happened  , to know how to deal with ur anger , to know how to make people happy , to teach people how to be proud of being their  own selves and to know who’s chalk Norris… to… to… ,….. and so on .a lot of stuffs a lot of letters a lot of worlds but more and more of appreciate what make me so sure that all of this ain’t fake what a girl said to me that he said in one of his concert  in l.A I can’t say what he said coz I’m not sure I didn’t listened to that directly but I’ll keep it for the rest of ma life , really he’s a man , he’s a wise guys …. He’s FUNNY  finally he’s JUSTIN …..
I said what’s in ma mind , what I really sea , what I really beliebe in so if u’ve any prob. With it just tell me anyway I won’t bite but it just I wanna know what u think about that , that’s ma opinion , and there’s urs so lets share it we can make a lot together , love y’all guys ,peace